Bluemoon Diary

 آ ج بھی وہ تقدس بھری رات مہکی ہوئی ہے وصی۔۔۔۔۔ میں کسی میں،کوئی مجھ میں ڈھلتا رہا،چاند جلتا رہا۔۔۔۔ وصی شاہ

Being an over sensitive girl i was always a socially distant person. Never allowed anyone to break that circle of self protection. If ever i let this happen to myself, results are never so good as expected. So i never had or felt any kind of motivation to be a socially active person. As i never wanted to be one, I was happy in my own world where no one is welcomed very warmly. That little and alone world of mine kept me sane and normal and i was able to survive in this super artificial outside world. Whenever i felt hurt or unacceptable in this fake world, i turned myself into my own little peaceful world and always found support and hope of moving forward. Sometimes i thought what if i could not be able to create that tiny miny shelter for myself...Would i be able to survive in this hurtful and artificial world.... probably not... don't know....