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july8,2023 2.07 am zindagi itni taiz chali k simt hi kho bethi...10 saal guzr gy mjy is blog ko start kiye ..kabhi kabhi ka hi sahi laiken sath tu qaem raha mera or iska...or purany rishton se yaden b juri rehtin hen...waqt mila hi nai yahan aa k sb kuch share krny ka laiken ye blog mery us dost ki tarah he jo barson bichra rehta he.pr jb b milta he lgta kahani wahin se shuru hui jahan se bichry thy..ab log is medium ko peson k liey istemal kr rhy..laiken maine jab ye start kia tu sirf apny dil ki baten kisi dost k sath krna chhti thi...bachpan se diay se baten krny ki adat thi tu whi adat is taraf le aye..tu ye blog mera dost he or rhega..kabhi jab insanon ki bheer se dil ghabrany lgta he tu kitabon me mun chupa lety hun...or jab dil bojhal hony lgy tu likh k apni thakan kagaz pe utaar dety hun..ye adaten purani hen.. itny arsy me kuch b pehly jesa nai rehta..rishty,chahten...khuahishen...zimmedarian...zabt...hosly..yahan tak k dukh b badal jaty hen...apna ap badal jata he. main wo hu...
 آ ج بھی وہ تقدس بھری رات مہکی ہوئی ہے وصی۔۔۔۔۔ میں کسی میں،کوئی مجھ میں ڈھلتا رہا،چاند جلتا رہا۔۔۔۔ وصی شاہ

Late night thoughts

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Being an over sensitive girl i was always a socially distant person. Never allowed anyone to break that circle of self protection. If ever i let this happen to myself, results are never so good as expected. So i never had or felt any kind of motivation to be a socially active person. As i never wanted to be one, I was happy in my own world where no one is welcomed very warmly. That little and alone world of mine kept me sane and normal and i was able to survive in this super artificial outside world. Whenever i felt hurt or unacceptable in this fake world, i turned myself into my own little peaceful world and always found support and hope of moving forward. Sometimes i thought what if i could not be able to create that tiny miny shelter for myself...Would i be able to survive in this hurtful and artificial world.... probably not... don't know....
Meri zindagi bhi meri nahi ye hazaar khanon mai but gai Mujhay ek muthi zameen day ye zameen kitni simat gai Teri yaad aye to chup rahoon zara chup rahoon to ghazal kahoon Ye ajab aag ki bail thi meray tan badan say lipat gai Mujhay likhnay wala likhay bhi kya, mujhay parhnay wala parhay bhi kya Jahan mera naam likha gya waheen roshnaye ulat gai Na koi khushi na malal hai keh sabhi ka ek sa haal hai Tery sukh kay din bhi guzar gaye meri gham ki raat bhi cut gai Meri bund palkon pay toot kar koi phool raat bikhar gya Mujhay siskio'n nay jaga diya meri kachi neend bhi uchut gai
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